Just wondering what’s wrong with me in all honesty, whether this is some kind of disorder or if I’m just weird!
I’m 24 but I look about 17 (blonde, make up, go to the gym ect – I realise how shallow this all sounds but I’m just trying to get the best advice I can!)
Although I don’t like being the centre of attention I find myself looking for clarification in men! Men I’m not even interested in but the slightest hint that I think they fancy me and I turn into the ‘innocent, flirty, doe eyed’ weirdo. Even my tutors at university! And annoyingly it works! I’m in no means a slut, I’ve never acted beyond getting this acknowledgement and only ever had 2 serious long term relationships ( I’d never cheat in my life but I still look for this male attention no matter where I am!)
I consider a day where a guy hasn’t ‘checked Me out’ whether at work, university or just a normal day to be a failure.
What’s wrong with me?? I don’t have ‘daddy issues’, I don’t dress provocatively and I don’t go out every weekend looking for guys!
I just can’t stop my mind, someone suggested to me before that I might get a kick out of ‘controlling’ men but it’s not like that at all! Quite the opposite!
Just looking for any sort of insight to be honest.
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